Hindi raw malilimutan ng model na si Janica Nam ang sakit ng pagpanaw ng boyfriend niyang si Franco Hernandez.
Matatandaang pumanaw ang dating myembro ng Hashtag noong November 11, 2017 nang aksidenteng nalunod matapos tumaob ang sinasakyang bangka dahil sa lakas ng hampas ng alon sa Davao Occidental.
Sa second death anniversary ni Franco, nag-alay si Janica ng madamdaming love letter para sa pumanaw na nitong nobyo sa Instagram post nito.
Aniya, sa kabila ng trahedyang pagpanaw ng kanyang nobyo ay nanumpa siyang makikipaglaban at gagawin ang kanyang makakaya upang maging masaya.
“I lost my heart exactly on this date when God called you home. It’s been over 2 years but it feels like just yesterday. I remember exactly how you looked like in that moment and it breaks my heart every time I see it. I remember the sound of my voice as I was screaming for help. I remember the times when I thought I heard you knock on the door and when I open it you’re not there. I remember the heaviness that came with the realization that you were truly gone forever and there‘s nothing I could do about it. I remember everything and I’ll never forget. But for the sake of my sanity and my mental health, I grew myself in a way I didn’t know was even possible during those traumatic times. And without a doubt you have helped me shape into the woman I am today. Because of you I know how to love deeper, grow stronger, live happier, become a fighter, appreciate life. But there are days I’m asking myself “how can I stay strong?” “how do I continue to smile and be happy?” “How can I put my best foot forward today if I’m not feeling my best at all?”Every single day is a struggle for me and it always will be but I have to keep going and have faith. I believe I have your hand in directing my path step by step and I am blessed to know that. I hope I make you so proud every single day. Thank you for always being there my love. You have shown me so much love and so much more up until now. And to love or have been loved, that is enough. You are always here in my everyday life and in every moment. It has been 2 meaningful years since the day God changed my life forever. But loving you will always be timeless. And as I turn this page, I’m wishing you a Happy 2nd birthday in heaven my Angel. Iloveyousomuch. 🦋🥀”
Makikita rin sa kanyang post ang ilan sa mga litratong kuha nang bisitahin niya ang columbarium kung saan nakalagak ang mga abo ni Hashtag Franco.
Nagdala rin si Janica ng mga bulaklak na hugis bote ng Jack Daniels na marahil ay paboritong inumin ng binata kapag may espesyal na okasyon.